“Good.” He grins as he helps me into the car and shuts the door. We all head off.
I’m silent, the hand he kissed sort of balled protectively over my lap. I’m aware of our shoulders inches apart. Our thighs touching, his scent in my lungs.
And his kiss remains. His touch remains. He remains.
I shift and put some distance between us as I pretend to peer out the window. My thoughts race to the pounding of my heart. I feel him glance at my profile, his stare like a weight, tangible on me. He’ll know how you feel, Charlotte.
He’ll know that a part of you is right now only thinking—kiss me. Kiss me when we’re alone. Kiss me because you want to, like you did in D.C.
I fight the feeling all night in my hotel room, telling myself that it’s better we haven’t picked up after that night at the Tidal Basin. It’s risky, and the country’s future matters more than a week or a month of delicious sexual activity.
Matt was just indulging the child at the hospital, I remind myself. But no matter how much I analyze it, the flutters won’t stop; this want for him builds and builds inside of me with nowhere to go.
I head to bed early, with images of watching him work out that morning at the hotel gym dancing through my head.
He loves working out. He’s been giving this campaign all he’s got. I wonder if he’s as arduous in loving as he is in the rest of the things he does. I picture him in the highest office in the land, his bed always warmed by someone capable of relieving the stresses a president must endure. I feel a pang of jealousy, then press my lips together in disgust at myself and push the thoughts out of my mind—opting to pick up some of my work files because I already know I won’t be able to sleep yet.
I grab my pens and start making notes when there’s a knock on the door.
21
MEETING
Charlotte
It’s midnight.
So why is there a knock on the door?
Matt.
The name sort of blooms in my mind and suddenly, deep in my stomach and in my chest cavity, hope is kicking and leaping and screaming as I pull a robe over me, tie the sash, and hurry to open the door.
Be Matt.
Be Matt.
Wilson stands on the other side. “He wants to see you.” He scans my room over my shoulder. “Alone.”
Oh. God.
Ten.
It’s been ten days since he said he wanted me.
I wondered when the day would come. I’d even started to believe it might not ever happen.
But now Wilson is at my door. Saying Matt wants to see me.
I don’t even know what to expect of this meeting. He could very well want nothing but to brainstorm—or to maybe tell me it’s a bad idea, now that he’s had time to reflect on it.
He’d be right. So right.
So I try to calm down my reckless desire for Matt Heavenly Kisser Hamilton and I prepare for a professional meeting—notebook in hand, ready to record any ideas or changes. Even though Wilson said he wanted to see me alone, I refuse to get my hopes up . . . or have them drowned.
I have trouble swallowing as I nod and say, “I’ll meet you at the elevator bank in two minutes.”
I shut the door and then lean on it, trying to catch a big breath.
Fuck.
Matt is going to be the end of me.
Maybe the end of my career, too.
And I should probably take that into serious consideration before I do something reckless.
I don’t.
I kick into action and rush to my small closet. I change into a skirt and blouse, gather my things, grab my room key, and shut my door, following Wilson to the elevators, then down the back exit to the hotel’s underground parking lot.
The door opens from within the car as I approach.
“Charlotte,” a deliciously wicked voice murmurs from the shadows of the backseat.
“Matt.”
I swallow the lump of excitement and desire that gathers in my throat. I’m wet already. Nipples pressing into the fabric of my bra and blouse. He scoots over and I slip inside, shutting the door behind me.
He’s dressed in black.
Smells expensive.
And he looks hotter than sin.
He also moves fast as sin as he reaches out to take my chin between his thumb and finger and forces me to look into his beautiful dark eyes. “I hope I didn’t disturb your sleep.”
His voice is husky, and so is mine.
“Actually, you did. But you didn’t have to send Wilson to knock on my door to do that.”
He smiles and gazes at me, sliding his other hand over the seat until it covers mine. I catch my breath at the touch. He squeezes my fingers, forcing me to meet his gaze.
Wilson drives down the darkened streets while Matt lifts my hand with both of his, turns it over, and drops a kiss on the inside of my palm.
I catch my breath, the warm and silky tip of his tongue flicking out. Circling the sensitive skin at the center of my palm.
I groan, inching closer to his body. Emanating heat.
Matt grips me by the hips and pulls me the rest of the way to him. He brushes my hair behind my forehead. “I asked Wilson to help me secure some privacy for us.” He studies my features.
“I’m glad,” I admit, thickly.
I reach up to his shadowed face.
God, is this happening?
Really?
I’m stroking my fingers lightly over his taut flesh. Loving the feel of the shadow of beard across his jaw beneath my fingertips. The way his jaw clenches as he lets me touch him, his eyes absolutely feasting on my face.
“If you don’t stop looking at me like that, we won’t make it to the elevators,” he warns.
“How am I looking at you?”
“The same way you looked at me when I kissed your knuckles at the hospital.”
“Oh no! I looked at you a certain way? That can’t be too good! People could see.”
His lips tug at the corners. “They’re used to girls flirting with me. It’s my own reactions I need to watch.” He smiles, then leans over and pecks my lips.
I lick my lips, tasting him on them. “You’re very good at controlling your reactions.”
“I wouldn’t be so sure. My grandfather’s on to me.”
“He hates me, doesn’t he?”
“He hates the idea of anything standing between me and what he wants for me.”
I exhale.
“You looked great with the kids out there today. At the hospital,” he says. Voice low and appreciative.