“You shouldn’t have defied me,” said Krag, pulling her up by her hair.
She couldn’t stand. She couldn’t even feel her legs. Everything had gone numb.
“Now take back what you gave him,” the monster ordered her, then shoved her face against Logan’s chest.
Blood wet her cheeks, her lips. The sweet, calming scent of it rose up, comforting her and ridding her of her shock.
She was going to kill Krag for taking Logan away from her. She was going to make him suffer and feed him to the demons.
From the shadows, she heard a chorus of hungry growls. Eerie green eyes lit up.
“Drink,” he demanded, jerking on her hair.
A heavy wheezing sound echoed inside Logan’s chest. His lung had been punctured.
Krag grabbed her face with his reptilian hand and pried her jaws apart. Logan’s blood hit her tongue, but instead of being repulsed by it, she felt something else.
It was like the pieces of a giant puzzle had suddenly clicked into place. Something within her—something hidden and asleep—woke up and pulled in a deep breath. It stretched and unfurled itself inside her, growing until she was sure she’d burst under the strain.
Power soaked into her cells, changing them. The numbness in her legs disappeared. The crack in one of her vertebra that she hadn’t even known was there healed up. The wound on her neck closed; the infection that had begun to spread was eradicated. She could see it happening in her mind even as she felt it in her body.
And then the wall around her memories began to crumble. Things she’d never been able to touch were there, waiting for her to remember.
She saw strange places and faces. The sky burned a bright orange and there were two suns blazing on the horizon. There were no buildings here, no roads. A cluster of rough cabins stood under a canopy of giant trees. The leaves were bluish and so shiny they looked almost metallic. She looked down and found a nut lying on the ground. It was different from any she’d ever seen before, but she somehow still recognized it. An instant later, an old woman with a smooth face that hid her years handed that nut back to Hope. Her name had been burned into it—a token of remembrance so she wouldn’t feel so empty in her new life. If she had a name, she had people who loved her enough to give her one.
Hope had held on to that thought as she’d allowed that woman to build the wall and hide all those memories from her.
She didn’t know what any of this meant—whether it was real or some kind of hallucination caused by Logan’s blood. What she did know was that she was going to get them out of this. She wasn’t going to find her past now only to lose it to some asshole demon.
Hope lifted her head. She pressed her hand to Logan’s wound, following instincts she hadn’t even known she had.
His flesh closed up under her touch. His eyes flared in surprise he quickly hid. She could hear his heartbeat now, faint but steady. He kept his head down, but she could hear a slight tearing sound behind him as he freed himself from the tape.
Krag stared at her, eyes narrowed in suspicion. “What did you do?” he demanded.
His power over her dissipated like smoke on the wind. Her mind was her own and he couldn’t touch it. Not anymore.
Krag’s demons closed in around them, forming a circle of fangs and teeth and claws. She didn’t know how she was going to fight them all off.
Logan broke free and flew at Krag, knocking the demon to the floor. He was thin, his ribs showing clearly beneath his skin. And he was still wounded—covered in festering bite marks. There was no way he was strong enough to defeat Krag.
“Run!” shouted Logan.
Hope couldn’t. She knew it would be a death sentence for Logan if she did. He needed her help.
Frantically, she searched for a way to fight off the encroaching monsters. They were only a few feet away now, and she had the distinct impression that once Krag was dead, no one would control them.
Hope grabbed Logan’s shirt and used a candle to light it on fire. She tossed it toward one hideous beast that was getting too close for comfort, and then picked up the dagger.
Krag roared, letting out an inhuman sound of pain. Logan stumbled back, holding a black, slimy mass in his fist. Krag’s heart.
The demon twitched, bleeding onto the floor.
The group of women who had sat still and silent through this whole ordeal began to cry and scream.
The circle of Synestryn tightened.
Hope grabbed Logan’s arm to hold him up. “We need to get out of here.”
“I’ll hold them off,” panted Logan. “You run.”
“I’m not leaving you behind.”
“I can’t fight them off. I can only slow them down. And I can’t go in the sun with you. Another Warden will come and kill everything in sight.”
Hope looked up at the painted windows.
Logan saw her do it and said, “We might not make it.”
“I don’t see a choice.”
A demon lunged at Logan and he kicked it back into the group. “Do it. Fast.”
Hope gathered up all the strength she could and hurled the dagger at one of the high windows. It shattered, letting sunlight and fresh air spill in.
Demons hissed, cringing back from the light.
A shaft of light hit the concrete directly to their left. Logan stepped into it and pulled Hope in for a tight hug.
The air vibrated until she could feel it in her chest. Searing brightness filled the room, blinding her for a moment.
She held on to Logan’s body, hiding her face in the crook of his neck.
The sound of wind chimes and breaking glass exploded around them. Demons screamed.
Something warm and soft surrounded her. She opened her eyes to see the bluish light of one of Logan’s shields. It spread out over them and the sobbing women who were staring in shock at the slaughter.
The Warden’s swords slashed through the air, hitting something with every strike. Black blood rained down over them only to roll off of Logan’s shield.
Hope felt his body shaking as he grew weaker. The urge to feed him swelled inside her, forcing her to act. She pulled his head down to her throat, knowing he wouldn’t be able to resist.
He didn’t. One arm tightened around her while he pierced her skin and drank.
The fight no longer mattered. The abused, broken women winked out of existence. The Warden and the demons and the rain of black blood became inconsequential. All she cared about, all she could feel was Logan’s mouth tugging on her throat, his tongue stroking her skin and his body growing stronger as he held her.
It ended too soon. His mouth pulled away and she sagged in his hold, unwilling to step back away from him.
“You’re safe now,” he whispered into her ear.
Safe? Hope looked up. The Warden had made quick work of the demons, and what it hadn’t killed, the sun had left smoking in ashy piles. The women were huddled together nearby, safely inside Logan’s shield. At some point, he’d moved her into the shadows, leaving that glowing beam of sunshine.
One of the steel walls of the building was buckled in. A truck had rammed into it, breaking it open from the outside. A tall woman in black leather stood next to a man with a sword. Her hand was raised, and a few feet away, floating inside a giant, translucent bubble was the Warden.
“Cover your ears,” shouted the woman.
Logan’s hands came down over her ears an instant before an enormous boom shattered the Warden into pretty shards of crystal.
“Clear,” yelled the woman.
“Friends,” said Logan a bit too loudly, as though he couldn’t hear himself.
“Handy friends.”
The woman tossed Logan a metallic survival blanket folded into a neat rectangle. “Cover up. Nicholas is waiting outside with the pink-haired girl.”
Rory.
Relief weakened Hope for a moment, but she suffered through that weakness, thankful that her friend had been spared.
Unlike Sister Olive.
The nun’s body was where Krag had dropped it, staring up into the sunlight. Grief choked Hope and she had to swallow twice to ease the tightness in her throat. “I have to take care of her.”
“We will. We won’t leave her here.”
“You go ahead and get out of the sun. I’ll take care of her,” said Hope. It was only fitting, since Sister Olive had taken care of her all these years.
Logan touched her face, so gently it brought tears to her eyes. “You’re not alone. My friends will care for you.” His tone sounded suspiciously like a farewell.
“Will you come find me after sunset?”
He shook his head. “I cannot. One of the others will take you to Eric. He’ll make you happy.”
She grabbed his arm to keep him from walking away. “I don’t want Eric. I want you.”
His gaze roamed her face as if memorizing it. “Don’t,” he whispered. “Just . . . don’t.” And then he turned and walked away, huddling inside the metallic blanket and out of sight.
Hope stood there, letting the chaos pass around her. He’d said he loved her. It hadn’t been a lie. She would have seen that kind of deception flare in his aura.
Sadly, love wasn’t as important to him as duty. And because she loved him, she had to let him do what was going to make him happy. Being with her wasn’t it.
Chapter 31
Not even the heavy lethargy of midday could lull Logan to sleep. It had been three days since he’d slept, three days since he’d last seen Hope.
Tynan had taken over her care, ensuring she didn’t ovulate while Logan’s blood was still pumping through her system. Tynan had also seen to her placement in Project Lullaby. He and Alexander had arranged for her meeting with Eric.
Reportedly, she’d tried to kill him with a butter knife.
Tynan said he had another man in mind for her—one a bit more refined and less barbaric. Whomever the man was, Logan hoped he knew how lucky he was.
Logan rose from his bed, washed, dressed, and went upstairs to find something to occupy his thoughts.
Hope was probably already with this man, starting her new life with him. Forgetting all about Logan and the time they’d shared.
Jealousy twisted inside him, grating against his already raw nerves. It was unfortunate that jealousy would get them no closer to discovering why the power in Hope’s blood seemed to cling to Logan’s cells. None of the other Sanguinar had been able to extract any power from the blood he’d offered them, and they needed to determine if this was a new development.
If so, their job of finding rich blood sources was going to become much more difficult, since no one Sanguinar could dependably identify a source.
He went to Tynan’s lab, hoping to offer his services in some way. The need to be of use and end his heartache gave him a sense of urgency he couldn’t contain, but he couldn’t stand the thought of being around people right now. His mood was too bleak and grating. With all the tragedy that had struck them recently, Logan dared not spread around his negative thoughts for fear of the consequences on the humans here at Dabyr.
The humans who’d been Krag’s captives had been sorted out and dealt with appropriately. Those who were not Dorjan and had not been with him long had their memories erased. Those whose minds couldn’t be cleansed were residing here at Dabyr, picking up the pieces of their shattered lives.