I relax and suck him in as far as I can. “That feels so fucking good, baby.”
The need to please him fills me to the brim. I take my mouth away and say, “Lay back.”
I crawl to his side and slide the hair away from my face, so he can watch me take his hard length into my mouth again. He moans and lets out of string of soft curse words before shoving his head back against a pillow.
Sleeping with him goes against everything I’ve been telling myself since I agreed to this job, but it feels right, like there’s nothing else.
Noel slides a finger under my panties and massages the sensitive flesh between my swollen cleft. A need builds inside me—a need to have him inside me, thrusting deep, trying to reach my core. Heat floods me as he strokes my clit. A tremor shoots though my whole body as I come, moaning around his cock.
Noel sits up and lifts my chin and claims my mouth with his. “Lane, I want to be inside you, but more than anything I want to come inside you. Are you on the pill?”
My breath came out in a heavy pant. “Yes.”
I don’t ask anything else because I don’t care. I want him so much it actually hurts.
He shoves me back against the bed and kisses me like I’m his world. His lips scorch me as they trail their way down my neck. It feels so good. I don’t want this feeling to ever go away.
Noel’s tongue darts out and licks my nipple before he nips it teasingly between his teeth. I gasp from the sensual pain, and he looks up at me and grins before working his way down further. The muscles in my right leg tenses as he throws it over his shoulder. A finger slides inside of me as he sucks my most sensitive flesh between his lips.
An ache builds inside me again. “Noel, oh God. I’m going to come.”
This only encourages him. He laps between my folds and when he flicks his tongue I cry out. Release floods me as my second orgasm rips through me, and I grab a fist full of Noel’s hair.
Before I have a chance to fully recover Noel grabs my hips and pulls me toward him. He shoves the head of his cock inside me and groans. “Fuck. Lane. Oh my God, you’re so fucking tight. I already want to come.”
His fingers dig into my hips as he pushes all the way in me. I bite my lip to keep from crying out. The feel of him inside me, stretching me, lights me on fire. The sound of his skin smacking mine fills the room as he drives into me. I grab my boobs to keep them from bouncing. Noel growls in approval and pumps even faster and harder.
I lift my hips to meet his, and he shuts his eyes. He’s close and I can feel my own need building for the third time. “Lane, fuck. I’ve missed you so much.”
I run my fingers through his hair. “I’ve missed you, too.”
His mouth claims mine in a quick kiss before I feel the muscles in his back tense under my fingers. A primal growl emits from his throat, and he bites his lip in ecstasy as he erupts inside me, filling me full.
He collapses on top of me and buries his face in the crook of my neck. A content sigh comes out of his mouth before he leans up and kisses my lips. I feel exactly the same. Noel removes himself from me and rolls onto his side. His large hands pull me close and runs his nose runs across my jaw. “That was…wow.”
“Mmmm,” I sigh in agreement.
His fingers trail across my stomach, and I slide closer into his body. The slightest little movement from him causes my body to crave more. I can’t believe I’m lying in his arms, post-bliss, after the most amazing sex I’ve ever had.
Noel laughs. “Who knew we didn’t have a clue what we were doing back then. It’s a wonder you didn’t dump me for my lack of sexual skills.”
I hate when we talk about our break-up, all the time we missed together. How many other women have lain in this exact spot with Noel since then? Ten, twenty . . . a hundred? I cringe.
“Like I had a lot of bragging room.” I smile at him while I try to push thoughts of the past out of my mind.
He props himself up on his elbow and twirls a lock of my hair around his finger. “I’ve been wondering something, but I don’t want you to get angry with me.”
I run my fingers along the stubble on his chin. “I won’t get angry with you, Noel. I promise. You can ask me anything.”
“Have you been with anyone else other than me? I know four years is a long time and I suspect you have been, but I was just curious. It doesn’t matter to me if you were.”
I wish I’d never been with Cory, the only boyfriend I’ve had since Noel. He’s the worst thing about my past. He almost made me never want to trust men again.
Noel’s thumb runs over my cheek. “What are you thinking?” He kisses my shoulder. “Tell me, please. If something is bothering you, I want you to talk to me about it.”
I turn my head and stare into his blue eyes. It would kill me if things didn’t work out. Cory nearly ruined me. A relationship is built on trust, and he has to know everything about my past. Honesty is the one thing I discovered is a necessity for something to work between two people. “I’ve only been with one person since you.”
He raises his eyebrows in surprise. “One? That’s it?”
I smack his arm. “Why would you expect more? You know I’m not that way.” I look away from him. “And I regret that one to tell you the truth.”
Noel rolls onto his back and stares up at the ceiling. “I knew you were too fucking good for me, Lane.”
This time I roll over and stare down at him. “Don’t say that. If anything you are too good for me.”