She'd slept with a corpse. Granted, the few men she'd shared a bed with in the past hadn't exactly set the world on fire. And after a while, they generally walked away, never to return. Shanna had never considered their mobility a plus before.
Even after her earth-shattering screech, Roman was still lying there, peaceful as ever. He had to be dead. No, dammit!
She screamed again.
The door slammed open. She jumped and turned all at once.
"What's wrong?" The man she had seen earlier in the hallway was now standing outside the door, a pistol in his hand.
Shanna pointed at the bed. "Roman Draganesti is.. dead."
"What?" The man slid his gun back into its holster.
"He's dead!" Shanna pointed once more at the bed. "I woke up and found him in my bed. Dead."
With a worried look, the man approached the bed. "Oh." His frown vanished. "No problem, miss. He's not dead."
"I'm sure he's dead."
"No, no. He's just asleep." The guard placed two fingers on Roman's neck. "Pulse is fine. Not to worry. I'm a trained security specialist. I would know a dead person."
"Well, I'm a trained medical professional, and I know a dead body when I see one." And she'd seen way too many of them when Karen had died. Shanna's knees trembled, and she looked around for a chair. None. There was only the bed. And poor Roman.
"He's not dead," the guard insisted. "He's just sleeping."
God, this man was dense. "Look¡ªwhat's your name?"
"Phil. I'm one of the daytime guards."
"Phil." Shanna leaned against one of the four posters for support. "I know you don't want to admit this. After all, you're a guard, and you're supposed to keep people alive."
"He is alive."
"He is not!" Shanna's voice rose higher and higher. "He's dead! Deceased. Snuffed out. The Roman Empire has fallen!"
Phil's eyes widened, and he stepped back. "Okay, okay. Calm down." He tugged a walkie-talkie from his pocket. "I need help on the fourth floor. The guest is totally losing it."
"I am not!" Shanna strode toward the window. "Maybe if we open these shutters, it'll shed some light on the matter."
"No!" Phil sounded so frantic, Shanna stopped.
Static cackled on the walkie-talkie, then a voice came through. "What's the problem, Phil?" Beep.
"We have a situation here," Phil answered. "Miss Whelan woke up to find Mr. Draganesti in her bed, and she thinks he's dead."
Laughter erupted on the other end of the walkie-talkie. Shanna's mouth dropped open. Jeez, these people were cold. She headed back toward Phil and his communication device. "Could I speak with your supervisor, please?"
Phil gave her a sheepish look, "That was my supervisor." He punched a button. "'Howard, could you come up here, please?"
"Oh yeah," Howard replied. "I wouldn't miss this." Beep.
Phil slipped the walkie-talkie into his pocket. "He'll be right up."
"Fine." Shanna scanned the room, but couldn't see a phone. "Would you please call 911?"
"I.. I can't. Mr. Draganesti wouldn't like that at all."
"Mr. Draganesti is beyond liking or disliking."
"Please! Trust me, everything will be all right." Phil glanced at his watch. "Just wait about two hours."
Wait? Would he be any less dead in two hours? Shanna paced back and forth across the room. Dammit, how could Roman die like that? He looked so strong and healthy. It must have been a stroke or heart attack. "We need to notify the next of kin."
"They're all dead."
No family? Shanna halted her pacing. Poor Roman. He had been all alone. Like her. A wave of grief poured over her¡ªgrief for what might have been. Now she would never look into his beautiful golden-brown eyes again. Or feel his arms around her. She leaned against a bedpost and gazed at his handsome face.
A knock sounded at the door, and a large, middle-aged man strode into the room. He wore khaki pants and a navy polo just like Phil. The utility belt around his waist held an assortment of goodies like a pistol and flashlight. He looked like an ex-football player, complete with a huge neck and a crooked, lumpy nose that had been broken too many times. He would have been quite forbidding if his comb-over didn't look so obvious and his eyes weren't twinkling with humor.
"Miss Whelan?" His voice was nasal, courtesy of his battered nose. He probably snored loud enough to be heard in Jersey. "I'm Howard Barr, head of daytime security. How are you?"
"Alive, which is more than I can say for your employer."
"Hmmm." Howard glanced toward the bed. "Is he dead, Phil?"
Phil's eyes widened. "No. Of course not."
"Good." Howard slapped his hands together and rubbed them against each other. "That clears that up. Would you like to come down to the kitchen for a cup of coffee?"
Shanna blinked. "Excuse me? Are¡ªaren't you going to check the body?"
Howard adjusted his belt and marched over to the bed. "He looks fine to me, though it's damned strange that he'd be sleeping here. I've never known Mr. Draganesti to sleep in someone else's bed."
Shanna gritted her teeth. "He's not asleep."
"I think I know what happened," Phil said. "I saw him this morning, a little after six, coming down the stairs with Miss Whelan in his arms."
Howard frowned. "After six? The sun was already rising."
A terrible thought occurred to Shanna. "He was carrying me?"
"Yeah," Phil replied. "It was a good thing I came along when I did, cause the guy was really struggling."
Shanna caught her breath. Oh no.
Phil shrugged. "I guess he was too worn out to get back to his room."
Shanna collapsed on the bed next to Roman's feet. Oh God, she'd been too heavy for him to carry. She'd caused his heart attack. "This is terrible. I¡ªI killed him."
"Miss Whelan." Howard gave her an exasperated look. "That is totally impossible. He's not dead."
"Of course he is." She glanced at his body, only inches away. "I'll never eat pizza again."
Phil and Howard exchanged a worried look. Their walkie-talkies beeped.
Howard whipped his out first. "Yes?"
A scratchy voice came through. "Radinka Holstein just arrived from her shopping trip. She suggests Miss Whelan join her in the parlor."
"Good idea." Howard sighed, visibly relieved. "Phil, will you take Miss Whelan down to the parlor?"
"Sure." Phil looked equally relieved. "This way, miss."
Shanna hesitated, glancing at Roman. "What will you do with him?"
"Don't worry." Howard adjusted his utility belt. "We'll move him to his own bedroom. And in a few hours, when he wakes up, you'll both have a good laugh over this."
"Yeah, right." Shanna trudged down the hall alongside Phil.
Silently they descended the stairs. It was only last night when she had ascended these stairs with Roman. There was something about him¡ªan aloof sadness¡ªthat had made her want to pester him and make him laugh. And when he did laugh, he seemed so surprised by it that she felt doubly rewarded.
Shoot, she hardly knew him, but she was going to miss him. He was strong, yet gentle. His intelligence was sharp and challenging. His insistence on protecting her was so macho. And he'd almost kissed her. Twice. Shanna sighed. Now she would never know what it was like to kiss Roman. She'd never get to see his lab or hear about his next brilliant achievement. She'd never get to talk to him again. By the time she reached the ground floor, she was thoroughly depressed. The sympathetic look on Radinka's face was her undoing. Her eyes filled with tears.
"Radinka, I'm so sorry. He's gone."
"There, there." Radinka hugged her and spoke in her deep, accented voice, "Do not worry, my dear. All will be fine." She led Shanna to the room on the right of the foyer.
It was empty. Shanna had expected it to be filled with women, like the night before. Dominating the room were three maroon leather couches, set around three sides of a square coffee table. On the fourth side, the wall was covered with an enormous widescreen television.
Shanna collapsed on a couch. "I can't believe he's gone."
Radinka placed her handbag on the coffee table and sat. "He will wake up, my dear."
"I don't think so." A tear slid down her face.
"These men can be very sound sleepers. My son, Gregori, is the same way. Impossible to wake up once he's asleep."
Shanna wiped the tear away. "No, he's dead."
Radinka brushed imaginary lint off her designer suit. "Perhaps you would feel better if I explain. I was here early in the morning, and Gregori told me what was happening. Roman took you to a dental clinic, and you worked on his teeth."
"That can't be right." Memory of a dental office hung precariously in her thoughts, just out of reach. "I.. I thought it was a dream."
"It was real. Roman used a form of hypnosis on you."
"What?"
"Gregori assured me that you agreed to it."
Shanna closed her eyes, trying to remember. Yes, she'd been resting on the chaise in Roman's office when he'd suggested hypnosis. And she had agreed. She was desperate to save her career, desperate for a chance at that normal life she wanted so badly. "So he really did hypnotize me?"
"Yes. It was good for both of you. He needed help from a dentist, and you needed help getting over your fear of blood."
"You.. you know about my fear?"
"Yes. You told Roman all about the terrible incident at the restaurant. Gregori was there, so he heard. I hope you don't mind that he told me."
"No, I suppose it's all right." Shanna leaned back against the soft leather cushions and rested her head. "I really worked on Roman's teeth last night?"
"Yes. No doubt your memory is somewhat vague, but it will come back to you, eventually."
"I didn't faint or freak out when I saw blood?"
"From what I understand, you did a marvelous job."
Shanna snorted. "I don't know how I managed to do anything if I was under some sort of spell. What exactly did I do?"
"You implanted a tooth he had lost."
Shanna sat up with a jerk. "Not the wolf tooth! Don't tell me I stuck an animal tooth in his mouth. Aw, gee." She collapsed against the cushions. What did it matter? The poor guy was dead.
Radinka smiled. "It was an ordinary tooth."
"Oh, good. I could just see the look on the coroner's face when he examines the body and finds a wolf tooth." Poor Roman. He was so young to die. And so gorgeous.
Radinka sighed. "I wish I could convince you that he's still alive. Hmm." She pressed a forefinger against her closed lips. The dark red nail polish was a perfect match to her lipstick. "Did you give him some sort of anesthesia to lessen the pain?"
"How do I know? I might have sung opera in my underwear. I have no idea what I did last night." Shanna rubbed her forehead, trying to remember.
"I only mention it because it might explain why he is sleeping so soundly."
Shanna gasped and scrambled to her feet. "Oh my God, what if I killed him with anesthesia?"
Radinka's eyes widened. "That is not what I meant."
Shanna grimaced. "I might have overdosed him. Or I was too heavy for him to carry. Either way, I think I killed him."
"Don't be silly, child. Why do you blame yourself?"
"I don't know. It's what I do, I guess." Shanna's eyes filled with tears once again. "I blame myself for what happened to Karen. I should have helped her somehow. She was still alive when I found her."
"She was your young friend who died in the restaurant?"
Shanna sniffed and nodded her head.
"I am so sorry. I know this is hard for you to believe, but once the anesthesia wears off, Roman will wake up, and you will see for yourself that he is perfectly fine."
With a groan, Shanna sprawled onto the couch.
"You like him very much, don't you?"
Shanna sighed, staring at the ceiling. "Yes, I do, but I don't have much hope for a lasting relationship with a dead guy"
"Mrs. Holstein?" a male voice spoke from the doorway.
Shanna looked over her shoulder and saw yet another guard dressed in khaki and navy blue. What had happened to all the kilts? She missed the Highlanders with their bright plaids and adorable accents.
"The packages have arrived from Bloomingdale's," the guard announced. "Where would you like us to put them?"
Radinka rose gracefully. "Bring a few boxes in here, and put the rest in Miss Whelan's room."
"In my room?" Shanna asked. "Why?"
Radinka smiled. "Because they are for you, my dear."
"But¡ªbut I can't accept anything. And you shouldn't put anything in my room when there's a dead body in there."
The guard rolled his eyes. "We moved him to his bedroom."
"Good. Then you may proceed." Radinka sat back down. "I hope you like what I picked out for you."
"I'm serious, Radinka. I can't accept a bunch of presents. It's enough that you gave me sanctuary for one night. I¡ªI need to call the Justice Department and make other arrangements."
"Roman wants you here. And he wants you to have these things." Radinka turned to the guard as he entered, his arms piled high with boxes. "Put them on the table here, please."
Shanna stared in dismay at the boxes. It was so tempting to take them. She didn't dare go to her apartment now, so she had nothing but the clothes on her back. Still, she couldn't accept all these presents. "I really appreciate your generosity, but¡ª"
"Roman's generosity." Radinka set a package in her lap and opened it. "Ah, yes. These are lovely. Do you like them?" Nestled in white tissue paper was a red lace bra and panties.
"Wow." Shanna picked up the bra. It was a lot fancier than what she usually wore. And a lot more expensive. She checked the tag. Thirty-six B. "It's the right size."
"Yes. Roman left me a note with your sizes."
"What? How did he know my bra size?"
"I suppose you told him while you were hypnotized."
Shanna gulped. Jeez, maybe she had sung opera in her underwear.
"Here." Radinka fumbled through her handbag. "I believe I still have the note." She passed the paper to Shanna.
"Oh, my." It had to be the last thing he had written before his death. Shanna scanned the note. Size 12. 36B. Roman had indeed known her sizes. Had she told him under hypnosis? What else had she done? Get her some brownies. She caught her breath, and tears welled in her eyes.
"What is wrong, my dear?"
"Brownies. He's so sweet." Correction¡ªwas so sweet. "He didn't think I needed to lose weight?"
Radinka smiled. "Apparently not. I left some brownies in the kitchen, but if you want any, you should hurry. The daytime guards were drooling over them. Those men will eat anything."
"Maybe later, thank you." Shanna was starting to feel hunger pangs, but each time she thought of eating, she was haunted by the image of Roman struggling to carry her down the stairs.
"Let's see what else we have." Radinka whipped open the rest of the boxes.
There were more matching sets of lacy underwear, a blue chenille bathrobe, a salmon-colored tank top and matching blazer, and a blue silk nightgown with matching slippers.
"This is better than Christmas," Shanna murmured. "It's really too much."
"Do you like them?"
"Yes, of course, but¡ª"
"Then it is settled." Radinka stacked the boxes. "I'll take these up to your room and leave a note in Roman's office for him to see you when he wakes up."
"But¡ª"
"No buts." Radinka stood and gathered the boxes in her arms. "I want you to go to the kitchen and eat. I told one of the guards to fix you a sandwich, so they're expecting you. Then I want you to have a nice, hot shower and put on some fresh clothes. By the time you're done, Roman will be awake."
"But¡ª"
"I am too busy to argue. We have a million things to do at Romatech tonight." Radinka marched from the room with the packages. "I will see you later, dear."
Sheesh. Shanna had a feeling Radinka Holstein was a dragon lady at work. But she did have beautiful taste in clothes. It was going to hurt to return most of them, but it was the right thing to do. Did she dare venture out of this house? It would hurt a lot worse if the Russians caught her.
After Shanna ate her sandwich in the kitchen and tried her best to ignore the pastry box of brownies on the table, she went upstairs to her room. She opened the door and peeked inside. The bed was empty. Shopping bags and boxes were piled at the foot of the bed. She took a long, hot shower. Then, dressed in the chenille bathrobe, she went through the bags and boxes. It should have been fun, but she grew increasingly sad, knowing that the man footing the bill had just died.
Guilt needled her. She couldn't accept all these gifts. And she couldn't stay here. She needed to contact the U.S. marshal, Bob Mendoza, and then she needed to start a new life somewhere else. A place where she knew no one, and no one knew her. Again.
God, it was depressing. As part of the Witness Protection Program, she could never contact family or old friends. But she craved companionship. She wanted love. She hadn't realized how much until she had met Roman. Damn. It wasn't like she was asking for too much from life. She only wanted the same thing a jillion other women wanted¡ªa career she was proud of, a husband who would love her, and children. Beautiful children.
Unfortunately, desperate times had altered her goal in life. Now each day was a survival test.
She wandered toward the window and its ugly aluminum shutters. She located a switch behind the curtains and flipped it. The shutters opened and dim sunlight entered the room.
The view was lovely. Below her was a tree-lined street and in the distance, Central Park. The sun was setting in the west, casting purple and pink streaks into wispy clouds. Shanna stood at the window and watched. A feeling of peace descended on her with the night. Perhaps she would live through all this. If only Roman was still alive.
Could Radinka be right, and he was simply sleeping off a large dose of anesthesia? Shanna winced. It was awful that she couldn't remember what she'd done to the poor man. Maybe she should stick around for a little longer. Either Roman would be declared officially dead, or he would miraculously wake up. Either way, she couldn't leave until she knew for sure.
She selected some clothes and dressed. Inside the armoire, she found a television. Good. She could veg out while she waited. She flipped through channels. Whoa, here was a channel she'd never seen before. An animated black bat flew toward her, then it froze into a logo that looked a bit like Batman. Underneath was a message. Welcome to DVN. On 24/7 because it's always nighttime somewhere.
DVN? Something Video Network? And what did nighttime have to do with a network being on air? The bat logo disappeared, and another line appeared on the screen. DV7V. If you're not digital, you can't be seen. That was odd. A knock sounded at the door, interrupting her thoughts. She turned off the television and went to the door. It was probably Phil. He seemed to be in charge of the fourth floor.
"Connor!" She yelped in surprise. "You're back!"
"Aye." He stood there, smiling. "That I am."
She threw her arms around his neck and hugged him. "I'm so glad to see you."
He pulled back, his cheeks blushing. "I hear ye had a wee scare."
"Oh, it's terrible, isn't it? I'm so sorry, Connor." "Now, why would ye be sorry, lass? 'Tis Mr. Draganesti himself who sent me here. He's wanting to see you."
Her skin chilled with goose bumps. "That.. that can't be."
"He wants to see you right away. I'll take you up there."
He was alive? "I know the way." Shanna ran for the stairs.