“But if I may say so, my brother, I think you were cheated.”
“How?”
“The shears are cheap. They won’t last. And the Cosmetics are of the poorest sort. On a shop girl one might use such inferior goods, but on the wife of Charles de Gaulle-”
“You’ll set her hair?”
“And make a fortune. What is all this fuss about the face powder?”
“It is forbidden to bring face powder into France.”
“But why?”
“There is a very high tariff. To protect the French manufacturers, you see.”
“But to make such a fuss over one tin? And I heard the fat one say that it has no smell and tastes sweet.”
“Go to sleep, Esteban.”
“There are many things that I do not understand.”
“Do you want to go to Paris?”
“With all my heart, friend.”
“Then go to sleep.”
He fell silent. His was a hurt silence at first. He wanted me to hold his hand and tell him how good it would be for him in Paris, how they would welcome him to the town, how he would set the hair of the world’s most important women. He was a madman and a nuisance, yet in his own disquieting way he was good company for a trip of this sort. He gave me an unusual amount of self-confidence. He was so utterly lost, so incapable of coping with any situation, that by comparison I felt myself wholly in command of things.
The donkey moved steadily onward. Smoke from Vicente’s cigar wafted back over us. The road we followed wound slowly uphill, leveling off now and then, circling in and out of the mountains, then climbing upward at a sharper inclination. I lay with my eyes closed and did my Yoga exercises from time to time, getting as much rest as I could. It was at times like this, times when one had to spend several hours doing nothing at all, that I envied those who slept. Esteban could close his eyes and lose touch with the world. He could blank out his mind to all but dreams and pass over several hours in an instant of subjective time. I had to lie there in the dark with nothing to do but wait.
This had not bothered me in years. Once I originally adjusted to going without sleep, I had always contrived to have something to do, someone to talk to, something to read or study. No matter how long one lives, awake or asleep, one can never know all that there is to know. There are, for example, several hundred languages spoken throughout the world. It would take the greater portion of a lifetime to learn them all. Alone in my apartment, stretched out on my bed listening to a stack of learn-while-you-sleep records, I could rest mind and body and add another language to my collection-and not grow bored.
Lying on a mound of hay, staring at the stars and listening to the sounds of the night and the snores of Esteban and the occasional incomprehensible chatter of Vicente and Pablo, was as bad in its own way as rotting for nine days in an Istanbul jail cell.
I thought of getting up, getting out of the wagon and running alongside the donkey for a while. Or perhaps I could sit with Pablo and Vicente and talk with them in Spanish. The donkey seemed to be moving at about six or seven miles an hour. We were twenty miles from the frontier, and with the circuitous route we were following it seemed likely that we would travel forty miles to go twenty. It would be dawn or very close to it before we reached the border, and I did not feel like lying in the straw for that long a time.
As it turned out, it was a good thing I stayed where I was.
I heard Pablo speaking Spanish. “I believe we may stop now. They have not moved or made a sound for some miles.”
“You are certain?”
“Call to them. See if they answer.”
Vicente called out, “Enrique? Are you asleep?”
I did not say anything. I heard Esteban shift in his sleep and wanted to hit him with something. He had to remain still now, or we were in trouble.
“They are sleeping, Vicente.”
“All right.”
The cart slowed, then stopped. I heard them drop down from the driver’s platform and come around to the rear of the cart.
“They sleep.”
“Can you be sure?”
A hand touched my foot, raised it a few inches, then let it fall. I stayed limp.
“They sleep, Vicente. It is time to take the powder. Later will be difficult.”
“But he said that he would let me carry it across the border for him.”
“He will think of something by then. Some trick.”
“You are right. Perhaps-”
“No.”
“In one instant I could slash both their throats. I would draw two red lines upon their necks, and they would be no cause for worry. And then-”
I tensed in the darkness. I saw him in my mind, knife drawn, bending over us. I could kick out, I thought. Kick out hard and then jump backward and hope to throw myself clear. I could-
“And when their friends come? Surely you do not think that ones like this could carry something of such importance themselves. Their clothes are poor, and their shoes worn. The powder is worth a fortune.”
“They are couriers, then.”
“Couriers, yes. And if they do not arrive, there will be trouble, and men will come looking for them. But if they arrive without the powder, they will be in trouble themselves.”
“I do not know, Pablo-”
Keep talking, Pablo. I thought. Keep talking.
“It is all the more reason why we will make the switch now,” Pablo went on. “Then later we will ask to carry the powder across the border. This Enrique will argue with us. We will finally let him have his own way. Then, when he discovers the powder is gone, he will know that someone else must have taken it. That it was not we who did it.”