Or anywhere, dickhead.
A loud, guttural moan echoed in the woods, and I twisted my head towards the wail.
What? Shit.
I started running, jumping over logs with my heart pounding so hard that it hurt to breath.
“Why are the guys at our school such dicks?” I heard a voice growl.
Tate.
I turned left and bounded through a mess of fallen branches and wet foliage.
“Shit!” I heard a male voice spout. “You f**king bitch!”
I peeled through the trees and came into a clearing of fallen trees and sawed off tree trunks. My chest heaved with every hard breath as I took in the scene before me.
Tate stood over the crumpled mess of Nate Dietrich as he lay in visible agony on the ground. He had one hand covering his eyes and one holding his crotch.
Motherfucker.
“Tatum!” I barked, more out of the sting of fear than the heat of anger.
If she’d attacked him, it was because she’d been threatened.
He’s dead.
She spun around, and I struggled to keep myself in check. Nate was already subdued, but I caught sight of her ripped tank top strap, and every muscle tensed.
“Did he hurt you?” I asked through nearly clenched teeth.
She placed a hand over her shoulder and torn shirt. “He tried. I’m fine.” She would barely look at me.
I slipped off my shirt and tossed it to her.
“Put this on,” I ordered. “Now.”
She didn’t rush to obey, not that I had expected her to, but my temper was up and God help her if she didn’t do what she was told.
Alone, in the woods. In the dark.
I wanted to throttle her for being so careless.
I walked to Nate, who still lay on the ground. “You have a poor, f**king memory, Dietrich. What did I tell you?” I bent down and got in his face.
My warning to him that day in class clearly hadn’t sunk in.
I grabbed a fistful of his shirt and hauled him up before slamming my fist into his stomach. He caved, hunching over, as all of the air was forced out of his body.
And I didn’t stop.
I punched and slammed, hit and gutted Nate Dietrich, pounding on his body and face until he was too done to do anything but take the abuse.
The ache in my hand vibrated through my bones and traveled up my arm as the full force of my temper descended on him.
Lowlife piece of shit!
He was bad news, but I wasn’t, I kept telling myself. There was a difference between Nate and me.
Nate had touched her.
I’d never done that.
He’d sexually harassed her.
My locker room thing was just to mess with her.
She’d told him time after time to stop.
I’d seen her cry, wanting me to stop.
And the more I hit Nate, the more I didn’t see his face anymore, but my own.
“Stop.” I heard Tate yell behind me. “Jared, stop!”
I didn’t want to stop until he was done breathing, but I was getting Tate the hell out of here. Now.
I yanked Nate by the bend of his elbow and threw him to the ground. “This isn’t over,” I promised, not feeling the slightest bit guilty about his bloodied eye, nose, and mouth. Blood lined the inside of his lips, and he lay crumpled on the ground, panting and groaning.
I looked over to Tate, whose eyes looked scared and chest rose and fell in fear.
A fear she didn’t have when I first found her here.
“I’m taking you home.” It wasn’t open for discussion.
“No thanks. I have a ride,” she argued, tipping her chin up.
She has a ride? I wanted to laugh and growl at the same time.
God, I was going to enjoy shutting her up.
“Your ride,” I turned to look at her, “is drunk. Now, unless you’d like to wake up your poor grandmother to come out into the middle of nowhere to get you after your date gets drunk, and you almost get raped—which I’m sure will do wonders for your father trusting you to be alone, by the way—then you’ll get in the goddamn car, Tate.”
I turned to walk towards my car, fully prepared to throw her over my shoulder if I had to.
Chapter 22
“What’s your problem?” she blurted out as soon as we were racing down the highway, headed back to town.
“My problem?” I was pissed, and she could tell. “You come to the bonfire with that idiot Ben Jamison, who can’t stay sober enough to drive you home, and then you traipse off into the woods, in the dark, and get groped by Dietrich. Maybe you’re the one with the problem.”
Reel it in, ass**le.
When I thought about what Nate could’ve done to her—would’ve done to her—I wanted to kill. Tate was too headstrong. Too independent.
She misjudged her own capabilities and put herself in danger.
“If you recall, I had the situation under control,” she sneered. “Whatever favor you think you were doing me only satisfied your own anger. Leave me out of it.”
I sucked in my cheeks, breathing in the thick air and zoning in on the road.
The car roared under me, propelling us faster as my hands strangled the steering wheel.
“Slow down,” she commanded, but I ignored her.
“There’s going to be situations you can’t handle, Tate.” I was trying to reason with her, but even I didn’t know where I was going with this. She couldn’t exist in the closed box I’d created for the rest of her life, and I couldn’t protect her from everything. Sooner or later, she’d leave.
“Nate Dietrich wasn’t going to take too kindly to what you did to him tonight,” I continued. “Did you think that was going to be the end of it? He would’ve come after you again. Do you know how badly Madoc wanted to do something after you broke his nose? He didn’t want to hurt you, but he wanted to retaliate.”
She overestimated herself. Some guys didn’t care about victimizing women.
Obviously.
“You need to slow down.”
“No, I don’t think so, Tate,” I laughed out. “You wanted the full high school experience, didn’t you? Football player boyfriend, casual sex, reckless behavior?”
So I switched off my headlights before she got a chance to respond.
The road before us went black, and Tate let out a small gasp as she pressed herself back in the seat.
The adrenaline of fear and excitement shot through my veins. It was the type of feeling I had lived for while she was away. It made me feel alive.
The dull, pathetic light from the moon poured in through the trees, but it illuminated very little.
“Jared, stop it. Turn on the lights!” Her voice cracked, and she was scared. I wasn’t looking at her, but I could still see her, and she was bracing for a crash with one hand on the dashboard.
“Jared, stop the car now!” she pleaded, and I hated the sound. “Please!”
“Why? This isn’t fun?” I goaded and already knew the answer. “Do you know how many squealing airheads I’ve had sitting in that seat? They loved it.”
And you’re different.
“Stop. The. Car!” she screamed.
“You know why you don’t like this?” I turned my head to look at her with quick glances back to the invisible road. “Because you’re not like them, Tate. You never were. Why do you think I kept everyone away from you?”
I immediately slammed my mouth shut and groaned.
Why the f**k did I just say that?
Her eyes went wide and then narrowed like bullets.
Here we go. In 3-2-1…
“Stop the f**king car!” she screamed as she slammed her fists against her thighs and then hit me on the arm.
I flinched and slammed on the brakes, gritting my teeth at the hundreds of dollars’ worth of tires I’d just left on the highway.
The Boss came to a screeching halt, swaying slightly from side to side as I worked the wheel to keep us from flying off into the brush.
Goddammit.
I down-shifted, ripped the e-brake and turned off the car.
Tate opened her door and flew out of her seat, and so did I, ready to go after her if she decided walking home was a smart idea.
But she didn’t run.
She looked about ready to hit me. I could feel the heat of the hellfire and hatred coming from her eyes.
“Get back in the car.” I cut her off before she had a chance to speak.
We were in the middle of the road, and another car could come at any time.
“You could’ve killed us!” she cried.
I would never put you in danger.
My shirt fell off her bare shoulder, and I saw the ripped strap of her shirt peeking out.
I slammed my palm down on the roof of the car, rage and love at battle in my head. “Get back in the goddamn car!” I shouted.
“Why?” she asked, her voice low and cracking.
Was she serious?
“Because you need to go home.” Duh.
“No.” She shook her head, choking back tears and breaking my heart. “Why did you keep everyone away from me?”
“Because you didn’t belong with the rest of us. You still don’t,” I shot back.
She was better.
But apparently, she didn’t like that answer.
Before I could stop her, she’d ducked inside of my car and snatched my keys out of the ignition.
I watched, in confusion, as she rounded her open car door and jogged up the road, near the rocky ditch off to the side.
My keys. What the hell?
My fingers itched to shake her or kiss her.
I approached her slowly, partly annoyed and partly in awe of the fight in her.
She was beautiful. Strands of hair fell across her eyes and small pieces blew around her face from either the wind or her heavy breathing. Seeing the angry passion on her face built me up the same way bullying her had done.
And when I thought of how I could’ve felt all of this by simply being close to her rather than hurting her, I was planted—no, stuck—to the ground by the weight of wasted time.
It sat like a boulder in my stomach.
“What are you doing?” I tried to appear aggravated.
“One more step, and you’re losing one of your keys. Not sure if it’s the car key, but eventually I’ll get to that one.” She cocked her arm behind her head, and I halted.
Fuuuuuck.
“I’m not getting in your car.” Her voice was even and strong. “And I’m not letting you leave. We’re not moving from this spot until you’ve told me the truth.”
The air around me got dense, and I felt like I was in a cave. Walls everywhere.
I couldn’t tell her everything.
I could apologize. I could try to explain.
But I couldn’t tell—
Shit! She raised her arm farther, loading it to toss the first key, and my hand shot out, motioning for her to stop.
A replacement key would be at least two hundred dollars.
My heart beat faster, echoing in my ears.
“Tate, don’t do this.”
“Not the answer I was looking for,” she shot back and flung a key into the woods off the side of the road. I watched, completely helpless, as it disappeared into the thick darkness.
“Dammit, Tate!”
She released another key from the ring and loaded it behind her back, too. “Now, talk. Why do you hate me?”
Jesus. The key was gone. Maybe the one to my car. Maybe just the house key. And f**k me if it was the one to the school.
I shook my head and almost laughed. “Hate you? I never hated you.”
Her eyes narrowed in confusion, and her voice dropped. “Then why? Why did you do all the things you’ve done?”
Why was I so mean? Why did I isolate you? Why did I ruin our friendship? Which horrible f**king shit did she want explained first?
“Freshman year.” I took a deep breath and started. “I overheard Danny Stewart saying he was going to ask you to the Halloween dance. I made sure he never did, because he also told his buddies that he couldn’t wait to find out if your tits were more than a handful each.”