Because this is what artists did.
Thordy was thinking of many things, none of them particularly relevant-or so she would have judged if pressed to examination, although of course there was no one who might voice such a challenge, which was just as well. Here in her garden she could float, as aimless as a leaf blown down on to a slow, lazy river.
She was thinking about freedom. She was thinking about how a mind could turn to stone, the patterns solid and immovable in the face of seemingly unbearable pressures, and the way dust trickled down faint as whispers, unnoticed by any. And she was thinking of the cool, polished surface of these slate slabs, the waxy feel of them, and the way the sun reflected soft, milky white and not at allpainful to rest eyes upon. And she was remembering the way her husband talked in his sleep, a pouring forth of words as if whatever dam held them back in his wakefulness was kicked down and out gushed tales of gods and promises, invitations and bloodlust, the pain of maimed hands and the pain of maiming that those hands delivered.
And she noted the butterflies dancing above the row of greens just off to her left, almost within reach if she stretched out a dirt-stained hand, but then those orange-winged sprites would wing away though she posed them no threat. Because life was uncertain and danger waited in the guise of peaceful repose.
And her knees ached and nowhere in her thoughts could be found expectation-nowhere could be found such hard-edged proof of reality as the framework of what waited somewhere ahead. No hint at all, even as she laid down stone after stone. It was all outside, you see, all outside.
The clerk at the office of the Guild of Blacksmiths had never once in his life wielded hammer and tongs. What he did wield demanded no muscles, no weight of impetus atop oaken legs, no sweat streaming down to sting the eyes, no gusts of scalding heat to singe the hairs on the forearms. And so, in the face of a true blacksmith, the clerk gloried in his power.
That pleasure could be seen in his small pursed lips turned well down at each end, could be caught in his watery eyes that rested everywhere and nowhere; in his pale hands holding a wooden stylus like an assassin’s dagger, the tip stained blue by ink and wax. He sat on his stool behind the broad counter that divided the front room as if guarding the world’s wealth and every promise of paradise that membership in this most noble Guild offered its hallowed, upright members (and the fat man winks).
So he sat, and so Barathol Mekhar wanted to reach over the counter, pluck the clerk into the air, and break him in half. Over and over again, until little more than a pile of brittle tailings remained heaped on the scarred counter, with the stylus thrust into it like a warrior’s sword stabbing a barrow.
Dark was the amusement in Barathol’s thoughts as the clerk shook his head yet again.
‘It is simple-even for you, I’m sure. The Guild demands credentials, specifically the sponsorship of an accredited Guild member. Without this, your coin is so much dross.’ And he smiled at this clever pun voiced to a smith.
‘I am new to Darajhistan,’ Barathol said, again, ‘and so such sponsorship is im-possible.’
‘Yes it is.’
‘As for apprenticeship-’
‘Also impossible. You say you have been a blacksmith for many years now and I do not doubt such a claim-the evidence is plain before me. This of course makes you over-qualified as an apprentice and too old besides.’
‘If I cannot be apprenticed how can I get a sponsor?’A smile of the lips and shake of the head, A holding up of the palms, ‘I don’t make the rules, you understand.’
‘Can I speak to anyone who might have been involved in devising these rules?’
‘A blacksmith? No, alas, they are all off doing smithy things, as befits their pro›
fession.’
‘I can visit one at his or her place of work, then. Can you direct me to the near-est one?’
‘Absolutely not. They have entrusted me with the responsibilities of operating the administration of the Guild. If I were to do something like that I would be disciplined for dereliction of duty, and I am sure you do not want that on your conscience, do you?’
‘Actually,’ said Barathol, ‘that is a guilt I can live with.’
The expression hardened. ‘Honourable character is an essential prerequisite to becoming a member of the Guild.’
‘More than sponsorship?’
‘They are balanced virtues, sir. Now, I am very busy today-’
‘You were sleeping when I stepped in.’
‘It may have appeared that way.’
‘It appeared that way because it was that way.’