‘I sense the hand of Elder Gods in all this,’ Tulas Shorn said after a time.
‘Yes.’
‘What do they want?’
‘What they always want. A return to power.’
‘In the time of my deathlessness, Silchas, I came to understand the truth of that old saying: you cannot go back.’
‘They know it, but it won’t stop them from trying. And in trying, they may well destroy this world and countless others. They may well kill K’rul himself.’
‘A bold gamble, then.’
Silchas nodded. ‘The boldest.’
‘Sechul Lath, then?’
‘And Errastas, yes.’
‘So, Sechul Lath casts the die, and Errastas nudges the last tip – the game is rigged, friend.’
‘Just the way they like it, yes.’
‘Will you still play?’
Silchas looked thoughtful, and then he sighed. ‘They consider themselves masters at cheating. But then, I think this will be the first time that they sit at a table with mortal humans facing them. Cheating? When it comes to that, the Elder Gods are as children compared to humans. Since the time of my return, this much at least I have learned.’
‘The game is in danger of being turned?’
Silchas glanced across at him, and grinned. ‘I think … yes: just watch, Tulas. Just watch.’
In the scabbard, the sword gurgled. Laughter or, Tulas mused, choking.
‘My friend, how did you come by that weapon?’
‘A gift.’
‘From whom? Are they mad?’
‘Shadow.’
Tulas found he had nothing to say. Struck speechless , as the fire tellers used to say. Grimacing, he struggled, desperate to voice a warning – anything.
Silchas glanced over. ‘Not Edgewalker, Tulas.’
Edge— No, it cannot be – he could not have – oh, wonders of the Abyss! His voice cracked when at last he managed to speak. ‘I forgive him.’
Silchas frowned across at him. ‘Who?’
‘Your brother,’ Tulas replied in a broken rasp. ‘I forgive him – for all of it – for my anger, now proved so … so misplaced . Gods below, Silchas! He spoke true! But – how? How did he manage it? ’
Silchas was still frowning. ‘I don’t understand, Tulas. How did he manage what?’
Tulas stared at Silchas Ruin. A moment’s disbelief, but then he shook his head. He said nothing, then, not even to his beloved brother. He was true to his word. He held the secret close and not once yielded a single word, not a single hint – else it would be known by now. It would be known!
‘Tulas?’
‘I forgive him, Silchas.’
‘I – I am so pleased. I am … humbled, friend. You see, that day, I remain convinced that it was not as it seemed—’
‘Oh, indeed, it was not.’
‘Can you explain, then?’
‘No.’
‘Tulas?’
They had halted. The sun was low on the horizon, painting the northern ice lurid shades of crimson. The midges whined in agitated clouds.
Tulas sighed. ‘To tell you, my friend, would be to betray his last secret. I forgive him, yes, but I already fear that he would not forgive me, if he could. For my words. My rage. My stupidity. If I now yield his last secret, all hope for me is lost. I beg you to understand.’
Silchas Ruin’s smile was tight. ‘My brother had a secret he kept even from me?’
‘From everyone.’
‘Everyone but you.’
‘It was to me that he vowed to say nothing, ever.’
The Tiste Andii’s eyes narrowed. ‘A secret as dangerous as that?’
‘Yes.’
Silchas grunted, but it was a despairing sound. ‘Oh, my friend. Does it not occur to you that, with a secret as deadly as you seem to suggest, my brother would do all he needed to to prevent its revelation?’
‘Yes, that has occurred to me.’
‘Including killing you.’
Tulas nodded. ‘Yes. You may have explained my demise. Your brother murdered me.’ And to complete the deception, he helped his brother look for me .
‘But—’
‘Still, Silchas, I forgive him. Between your brother and me, after all, I had clearly announced myself the unreliable one. I know it is difficult for you to accept that he would keep this from you—’
Silchas barked a laugh. ‘Dawn’s fire, Tulas, you are out of practice. I was being ironic. My brother kept things from me? Hardly a revelation to crush me underfoot. Anomander had many lessons to give me about pride, and, finally, a few of them have stuck.’