Fuck yes. “Strap my ass, Master.”
“Not good enough. Beg me.”
“Please, Master, use your strap on me. I need you to use it hard.” I widened my legs, just a touch. “Please.”
I didn’t realize he was naked until he pressed his cock to my lips. “First, I’m going to fuck this mouth.”
That was all the warning I got. The next second, he was pushing into my mouth with a hard thrust. “There we go. Suck that cock, Abigail. Suck your Master’s cock.”
He went so deep with his next thrust, he hit the back of my throat. I relaxed it so he could go deeper.
“Fuck yes,” he moaned.
He only pumped a few more times. Waiting, I guessed, because he didn’t want to come just yet. Which meant he had more things in mind. He jerked out of my mouth, breathing heavily.
“Your mouth is so good, but I’m going to be buried in your pussy when I come today.” He pushed the toy back in my mouth and then started with the strap.
Oh, hell yes, it felt good. Sharp and hard. Then he’d press a hand to my skin and the warmth would diffuse throughout my body. Helped by his other hand, which he trailed between my legs to tease my entrance.
I hummed around the fake cock in my mouth.
“That doesn’t sound like sucking.” The strap hit my backside harder than it had been striking. “Suck.”
I went back to sucking, but it was hard to concentrate on that when he was making other parts of me feel so good. I sank back into my fantasy, pretending the shadowy man was in front of me. I worked my mouth harder.
Nathaniel’s fingers pushed inside me. “Mmm, now you’re ready.”
Again, there was no warm-up, no hesitation, just his spoken word followed by an all-consuming thrust. I almost bit the toy, but caught myself in time.
Behind me, his hands grabbed my ass and I groaned because the sharp pain left by his strap meshed with the sinfully sweet push and pull of him in and out of me. Together it had me seeing stars.
“Work that mouth around that cock,” he said. “Imagine you’re being fucked by two cocks. Two cocks filling that naughty body.” He grunted and shoved inside harder.
It didn’t take much for me imagine it. I could see the scene that played out in the courtyard in my head. It took nothing to picture me in place of the woman, held between two strong men, both of them using me for their pleasure.
Nathaniel smacked my ass again and I moaned, almost dropping the cock. He started circling his finger around my clit, brushing it with every other thrust. Fuck, I was so close.
My eyes flew open. He hadn’t given me permission to come and my mouth was full, so I couldn’t ask.
He kept up his rhythm with both his hips and his fingers while I started reciting German in my head. I squeezed my eyes tight as an orgasm threatened to overtake me. Oh, hell, I couldn’t stop it.
“Come.”
With his permission, I dropped my control and within seconds, my first release was shaking my body. My nose flared with my heavy breathing, but I didn’t drop the toy.
“Fuck yes,” he said, and thrust once more, spilling himself inside me.
He stayed buried in me for only a few seconds before pulling out and walking to my head and removing the cock. I took several deep breaths. Nathaniel took a nearby cloth and gently wiped my mouth.
“Sore here?” he asked, touching my lips.
“No, Master.”
“Good.” He glanced down at the toy. “No bite marks, good job. I imagine that wasn’t easy.”
“No, Master,” I said. “But it occurs to me, you must have to trust someone a lot to put such a sensitive body part in her mouth.”
“Just like you have to trust someone a lot to give him your submission?”
I smiled. He never let me forget how he treasured my submission. “I guess it is a lot like that.”
Daniel and Julie rode with us to Pennsylvania for the tri-state conference that Friday afternoon. Daniel had called Nathaniel earlier in the week to ask about traveling with us. Nathaniel told me later he thought riding with us would help alleviate some of Julie’s fears.
“Who are your kids staying with this weekend?” she asked not long after we left Wilmington.
“Lynne. It’s her first time keeping them overnight while we’re away.”
“Is that hard?”
“Yes, but I don’t think it ever becomes easy to go somewhere and not take your kids. Even when they stayed with Nathaniel’s aunt, they were on my mind a lot.”
Julie had met Lynne when she came by the house a few days ago. I didn’t tell her Lynne was also a submissive, though Nathaniel and I had discussed letting her attend a group meeting if she wanted to. If she decided she wanted to go, Julie would learn then.
“Lynne seems to get along great with the kids,” she said.
“Yes, and they love her. It’s working out so well. Even having her living with us twenty-four/seven.”
I had worried about having a live-in nanny. All the worry had been for naught, though. Lynne fit into our household so seamlessly it was already difficult to imagine what it would be like without her. I’d feared she’d be introverted and sometimes she was, especially around Nathaniel. But not when she was with Elizabeth and Henry; she was clearly happy and relaxed with them. She was so natural with the kids, and I was so glad we’d found a way to help her achieve her dream of being a teacher.
“I’m glad it worked out for you,” Julie said. “Dena’s been struggling trying to decide what to do when the baby comes.”
“She told me. It’s a hard decision.”
“Last time she discussed it with me, she said she was leaning toward quitting.”
“Really?” I asked.
Julie nodded. “I couldn’t believe it, to be honest. She’s always loved her job. But the more I thought about it, the more I really couldn’t see her still working. I think she’ll stay home, at least for a while.”
“Makes sense. I don’t see her giving up law forever.”
“The one thing I know won’t happen, though, is her becoming a judge like her father wants.”
“I hope he comes around after the baby’s born,” I said, thinking about what a help Nathaniel’s family was.
“I wouldn’t count on it. He’s still pretty upset she married Jeff.”