Mae frowned and kneeled before me, assessing my expression. “You are sure? Ky did not try anything… untoward?”
Lowering my eyes, I shook my head. “No. He was fine.”
“Where… where did you go?” Maddie asked, her nervous green eyes huge with interest.
For some reason, I found myself wanting to keep the details to myself. And it was at that moment that I realized what today had really meant to me.
“We saw the city. We ate food. It was a rather strange but good day, I think.”
“A good day?” Mae asked in surprise. “You had a good day with Ky?”
Giving Mae a reassuring smile, I nodded my head. “Yes, sister. He was patient and informative, if not a little crude at times.”
“And what now?” she asked in sheer astonishment, Maddie also listening intently, her mouth gaping.
“We shall go out again tomorrow and he will show me more of the outside world.”
Mae slumped back onto her behind and with disbelief, asked, “And you are really okay with this? You really wish to be spend more time in Ky’s company?”
“Yes,” I answered, and on seeing a happy emotion flit across Mae’s face, something Ky said flashed through my mind.
You give Mae shit for having the balls to leave something she knew was fucked up, and you’re fuckin’ killing her by refusing help or acknowledging any of her help.
Bending down and taking Mae’s hand in my own, I noted her eyebrows knit together, confused at my show of affection.
“I have not told you this, sister, but I want you to know that I love you.” I glanced to Maddie also. “And you too, Maddie.” I once again focused on Mae. “Very much. I know I have not made this transition easy. And I understand that you just wanted to save me… save us from a life you believed was wrong.”
Mae’s uniquely colored blue eyes filled with water as I added, “I want you to know that I genuinely appreciate all that you have tried to do for me.”
Mae’s tears flowed thick and strong. She abruptly crushed me into her chest. “Thank you,” she whispered into my hair. “This is so special for me to hear.”
A minute later, she released me and asked again, “Now are you sure you want to go out tomorrow… again… with Ky?”
“Yes, I am sure,” I said, laughing at the way she said Ky’s name.
I was absolutely sure I wanted to go out tomorrow with Ky.
Chapter Eight
Ky
The sun was blazing through the window when I cracked one eye open, and I winced. Fuck, my head was killing me… again.
What the hell happened last night?
Closing my eyes again, I tried to fish out memories through my Jack Daniels-induced fog.
Walking into the bar, my cock ached to the point I thought I might pass out. The cause—one pilgrim blonde. One pilgrim blonde that just flashed me a winning smile—a genuine smile—sucking the breath from my lungs and almost knocking me on my ass.
The bitch had killed me yesterday. Her face, the way she would look up at me under those long lashes, all innocent and Bambi-eyed. Her face when she saw downtown Austin for the first time. Her scrunched-up nose when she’d debated about trying coffee. And that look of fuckin’ pure happiness when she saw that church, tears in her eyes as she heard the gospel choir sing.
Fuck, I wanted her. More than I’d ever wanted a bitch before. She never knew what she was doing to me all damn day, but minute by minute, she was crawling under my skin, making my fucking chest hurt outta crazy need to protect her. Hell, she hadn’t even realized that she’d been abused all her life. And then when we stood at the entrance to Styx’s apartment and she’d asked me to take her out again tomorrow… I’d fuckin’ turned to dust.
And I’d agreed. The stupid cunt that I was agreed. And I was banned from touching her, but like a moth to a fucking flame, I couldn’t keep away. It took all I had not to grab her cheeks and kiss the fuck outta her mouth just so I knew her taste.
As I walked through to the bar, Styx, Tank, Cowboy, and Hush were sitting around a table. Styx saw me coming and immediately got up.
“You’ve been gone all day,” he’d signed.
“Yeah,” I said.
His dark eyebrows pulled down. “Where you been?”
“With Lilah.”
“All this time?” he signed, his face suspicious.
“Yeah, all this time. Took her for breakfast, drove her ‘round the city, then brought her back,” I explained, seeing a look of surprise on my brother’s face.