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"I don't really think I could. It would be so very painful to talk

to her now--for her as much as for me. However, she's gone. Did she

say she would come again?"

"No. But she went away very reluctantly."

Sue, whom the least thing upset, could not eat any supper, and when

Jude had finished his he prepared to go to bed. He had no sooner

raked out the fire, fastened the doors, and got to the top of the

stairs than there came a knock. Sue instantly emerged from her room,

which she had but just entered.

"There she is again!" Sue whispered in appalled accents.

"How do you know?"

"She knocked like that last time."

They listened, and the knocking came again. No servant was kept in

the house, and if the summons were to be responded to one of them

would have to do it in person. "I'll open a window," said Jude.

"Whoever it is cannot be expected to be let in at this time."

He accordingly went into his bedroom and lifted the sash. The lonely

street of early retiring workpeople was empty from end to end save of

one figure--that of a woman walking up and down by the lamp a few

yards off.

"Who's there?" he asked.

"Is that Mr. Fawley?" came up from the woman, in a voice which was

unmistakably Arabella's.

Jude replied that it was.

"Is it she?" asked Sue from the door, with lips apart.

"Yes, dear," said Jude. "What do you want, Arabella?" he inquired.

"I beg your pardon, Jude, for disturbing you," said Arabella humbly.

"But I called earlier--I wanted particularly to see you to-night, if

I could. I am in trouble, and have nobody to help me!"

"In trouble, are you?"

"Yes."

There was a silence. An inconvenient sympathy seemed to be rising in

Jude's breast at the appeal. "But aren't you married?" he said.

Arabella hesitated. "No, Jude, I am not," she returned. "He

wouldn't, after all. And I am in great difficulty. I hope to get

another situation as barmaid soon. But it takes time, and I really

am in great distress because of a sudden responsibility that's been

sprung upon me from Australia; or I wouldn't trouble you--believe me

I wouldn't. I want to tell you about it."

Sue remained at gaze, in painful tension, hearing every word, but

speaking none.

"You are not really in want of money, Arabella?" he asked, in a

distinctly softened tone.