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For years she had been a wanderer, with no hearthstone, and now, for

the first time since her father's death she was at home. Not the

home of adoption; nor the cheerless room of a boarding house, but

the humble home which labor and rigid economy had earned for her.

Her heart bounded with joy; an unwonted glow suffused her cheeks,

and her parted lips trembled. The evening passed quickly, and when

she retired to her own room she was surprised to find a handsome

rosewood bookcase and desk occupying one corner. She opened the

glass doors and saw her books carefully arranged on the shelves.

Could her guardian have sent it? No; since her refusal of the watch,

she felt sure he would not have offered it. A small note lay on the

shelf, and, recognizing the delicate handwriting, she read the

lines, containing these words: "BEULAH: Accept the accompanying case and desk as a slight testimony

of the affection of "Your sincere friend, "ALICE ASBURY."

Tears sprang into her eyes as she opened the desk and discovered an

elegant pen and pencil and every convenience connected with writing.

Turning away, she saw beside the fire a large, deep easy-chair,

cushioned with purple morocco, and knew it was exactly like one she

had often seen in Dr. Asbury's library. On the back was pinned a

narrow slip of paper, and she read, in the doctor's scrawling,

quaint writing: "Child, don't be too proud to use it."

She was not. Throwing herself into the luxurious chair, she broke

the seal of a letter received that day from Pauline Mortimor. Once

before, soon after her marriage, a few lines of gay greeting had

come, and then many months had elapsed. As she unfolded the sheet

she saw, with sorrow, that in several places it was blotted with

tears; and the contents, written in a paroxysm of passion, disclosed

a state of wretchedness which Beulah little suspected. Pauline's

impulsive, fitful nature was clearly indexed in the letter, and,

after a brief apology for her long silence, she wrote as follows: "Oh, Beulah, I am so miserable; so very, very wretched Beulah,

Ernest does not love me! You will scarcely believe me, Oh, I hardly

know how to believe it myself! Uncle Guy was right; I do not suit

Ernest. But I loved him so very, very dearly, and thought him so

devoted to me. Fool that I was! my eyes are opened at last. Beulah,

it nearly drives me wild to think that I am bound to him for life,

an unloved wife. Not a year has passed since our marriage, yet

already he has tired of my 'pretty face.' Oh, Beulah, if I could

only come to you, and put my arms round your neck, and lay my poor,

weary head down on your shoulder, then I could tell you all--"