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Dr. Lavendar came in at tea-time, as he had lately made a point of

doing, and sat down beside Mrs. Wright in Sam's chair.

"Samuel," said he, when supper was over and the little girls had

slipped away; "you must comfort your father. Nobody else can."

The senior warden drew in his breath with a start.

"He blames himself, Samuel."

"Blames himself! What reason has he got to blame himself? It was my

fault."

"Oh, my dear," said the poor mother, "you couldn't tell that he was

going to clean your pistol."

Samuel Wright looked heavily over at Dr. Lavendar.

"Well," said the old minister, "he gave Sam the money to go away. I

suppose that's on his mind, for one thing. He may think something went

wrong, you know."

"Oh," broke in the mother, beginning to cry, "he Was so glad to get

home; he said to me the night he got back, 'Mother, I just had to come

home to you and father; I couldn't stay away any longer.' I'm sure he

couldn't have said anything more loving, could he? And he kissed me.

You know he wasn't one to kiss much. Yes; he couldn't bear to be away

from us. He said so."

"Go and see him, Samuel," urged Dr. Lavendar. "You, too, have lost a

son, so you know now how he has felt for thirty-two years. His was a

loss for which he knows he was to blame. It is a cruel knowledge,

Sam?"

"It is," said the senior warden. "It is."

"Then go and comfort him."

Samuel went. A great experience had wiped the slate so clean of all

the years of multiplications and additions of resentment and

mortification, that the thought of facing his father did not stir his

dull indifference to the whole dreary matter. When Simmons saw him

coming up the garden path, he said under his breath, "Bless the Lawd!"

Then, mindful of hospitality, offered whiskey.

"Certainly not," said Samuel Wright; and the old habit of being

displeased made his voice as pompous as if he cared--one way or the

other. "Can you make him understand that I'm here, Simmons? Of course,

I won't go up-stairs unless he wants to see me."

"He'll want to see you, suh, he'll want to see you," said Simmons.

He's right smart to-day. He kin use his left hand. He dun shuck that

fist at me this mawnin'. Oh, laws, yes, he'll want to see you."