The Awakening of Helena Richie - Page 39/229

So the sleepy Sunday morning passed. Mr. Pryor roamed about the

garden, looking furtively over his shoulder now and then--but Helena

had disappeared. "Sulking in her room, I suppose," he thought.

He had come at some inconvenience, to spend Sunday and talk over this

project of the child, "for I'd like to see her happier," he told

himself; and now, instead of sitting down, sensibly, to discuss

things, she flared out over this invitation to supper. Her intensity

fatigued him. "I must be getting old," he ruminated, "and Helena will

always be the age she was ten years ago. Ten? It's thirteen! How time

flies; she was twenty. How interested I was in Frederick's health in

those days!"

He stretched himself out on the bench under the poplar, and lit

another cigar. "If I'm willing to go, why is she so exercised?

Women are all alike--except Alice." He smiled as he thought of his

girl, and instantly the hardness in his face lifted, as a cloud shadow

lifts and leaves sunshine behind it. Then some obscure sense of

fitness made him pull himself together, and put his mind on affairs

that had nothing in common with Helena; affairs in which he could

include his girl without offending his taste.

After a while he got up and wandered about between the borders, where

the clean, bitter scent of daffodils mingled with the box. Once he

stood still, looking down over the orchard on the hill-side below him,

at the bright sheen of the river edged with leafless maples; on its

farther side were the meadows, and then the hills, smoky in their warm

haze. Over all was the pale April sky with skeins of gray cloud in the

west. He wondered what Alice was doing at this moment, and looked at

his watch. She must be just coming back from church. When he was at

home Mr. Pryor went to church himself, and watched her saying her

little prayers. This assumption of the Pryor-Barr liabilities would be

a serious check to the fortune he was building up for her; he set his

jaw angrily at the thought, but of course it couldn't be helped.

Furthermore, Alice took great pride in the almost quixotic sense of

honor that had prompted the step; a pride which gave him a secret

satisfaction, quite fatuous and childlike and entirely out of keeping

with certain other characteristics, also secret.

There was a gleam of humor in his eyes, as he said to himself that he

hoped Alice would not ask him how he had spent his Sunday morning.

Alice had such a feeling about truth, that he did not like to tell her

even little lies, little ones that she could not possibly find out. It

was the sentiment of fibbing to his girl that offended him, not the

fib; for Mr. Lloyd Pryor had no doubt that, in certain matters, Truth

must be governed by the law of benefit.