The Awakening of Helena Richie - Page 40/229

Thinking of his daughter, and smiling to himself, he lounged aimlessly

about the garden; then it occurred to him to go into the stable and

look at Helena's pony. After that he strolled over to the carriage-

house where were stored a number of cases containing stuffed

creatures--birds and chipmunks and small furry things. Some larger

animals were slung up under the beams of the loft to get them out of

the way; there was a bear in one corner, and a great crocodile, and a

shark; possessions of the previous owner of the Stuffed Animal House,

stored here by her executor, pending the final settlement of the

estate.

Lloyd Pryor stood at the doorway looking in. Through a grimed and

cobwebbed window at the farther end of the room the light filtered

down among the still figures; there was the smell of dead fur and

feathers, and of some acrid preservative. One box had been broken in

moving it from the house, and a beaver had slipped from his carefully

bitten branch, and lay on the dusty boards, a burst of cotton pushing

through the splitting belly-seam. Lloyd Pryor thrust it into its case

with his stick, and started as he did so. Something moved, back in the

dusk.

"It's I, Lloyd," Helena Richie said.

"You? My dear Nelly! Why are you sitting in this gloomy place?"

She smiled faintly, but her face was weary with tears. "Oh, I just--

came in here," she said vaguely.

She had said to herself when, angry and wounded, she left him in the

garden, that if she went back to the house he would find her. So she

had come here to the dust and silence of the carriage-house, and

sitting down on one of the cases had hidden her face in her hands.

Little by little anger ebbed. Just misery remained. But still she sat

there, looking absently at these dead creatures about her, or at a

thin line of sunshine falling through a heart-shaped opening in a

shutter, and moving noiselessly across the floor. A mote dipped into

this stream of light, zigzagged through it, then sank into the

darkness. She followed it with dull eyes, thinking, if she thought at

all, that she wished she did not have to sit opposite Lloyd at dinner.

But, of course, she would have to, the servants would think it strange

if she did not come to table with him. Suddenly the finger of sunshine

vanished, and all the motes were gone. Raising her head with a long

sigh she saw him in the doorway, his tall figure black against the

smiling spring landscape outside. Her heart came up into her throat

with a rush of delight. He was looking for her! Ah, this was the way

it had been in those first days, when he could not bear to let her out

of his sight!