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"So it appears to us, his mother and myself, though, as it has

escaped your eyes, I trust that we have exaggerated it. That we have

not imagined all of it, however, we have other proofs to show. His

manner is changed of late, and most of his habits. The change is

only within the last six months; so suddenly made that it has been

forced upon our sight. Once so frank, he is now reserved and shrinking

to the last degree; speaks little; is reluctant to converse; and,

I am compelled to believe, not only avoids my glance, but fears

it."

"It is very strange that he should do so, sir. I can think of no

reason why he should avoid YOUR glance. Can you sir? Have you any

suspicions?"

"I have."

"Ha! have you indeed?"

The old man drew his chair closer to me, and, putting his hand on

mine, with eyes in which the tears, big, slow-gathering, began to

fill--trickling at length, one by one, through the venerable furrows

of his cheeks--he replied in faltering accents:-"A terrible suspicion, Clifford. I am afraid he drinks; that he

frequents gambling-houses; that, in short, he is about to be lost

to us, body and soul, for ever."

Deep and touching was the groan that followed from that old man's

bosom. I hastened to relieve him.

"I am sure, sir, that you do your son great injustice. I cannot

conceive it possible that he should have fallen into these habits"

"He is out nightly--late--till near daylight. But two hours ago he

returned home. Let me confess to you, Clifford, what I should be

loath to confess to anybody else. I followed him last night. He

took the path to the suburbs, and I kept him in sight almost till

he reached your dwelling. Then I lost him. He moved too rapidly

then for my old limbs, and disappeared among those groves of wild

orange that fill your neighborhood. I searched them as closely as

I could in the imperfect starlight, but could see nothing of him.

I am told that there are gambling-houses, notorious enough, in the

suburbs just beyond you. I fear that he found shelter in these--that

he finds shelter in them nightly."

I scarcely breathed while listening to the unhappy father's,

narrative. There was one portion of it to which I need not refer

the reader, as calculated to confirm my own previous convictions.

I struggled with my feelings, however, in respect for his. I kept

them down and spoke.

"In this one fact, Mr. Edgerton, I see nothing to alarm you. Your

son may have been engaged far more innocently than you imagine. He

is young--you know too well the practices of young men. As for the

drinking he is perhaps the very last person whom I should suspect

of excess. I have always thought his temperance unquestionable."