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It is not improbable that, after a few hours given to calm reflection,

my uncle perceived how obnoxious he might be made to public censure

for his narrow treatment of my claims; and the next day he sent for

me in order to tender me the freedom of his house--a tender which

he had made the day before to Mr. Edgerton in my behalf. But his

offer had been already anticipated by that excellent friend that

very day. Coming warm and fresh from his interview with my uncle,

he called upon me, and in a very plain, direct, business-like, but

yet kind and considerate manner, informed me that he stood very

much in need of an assistant who would prepare his papers--did me

the honor to say that he fancied I would suit him better than anybody

else he knew, and offered me six hundred dollars for my labors in

that capacity for the first year of my service.

My engagement to

him, he said at the same time, did not imply such entire employment

as would incapacitate me for the execution of any business which

might be intrusted to my hands individually. I was permitted the

use of a desk in his office, and was also permitted to hang out my

own banner from his window I readily persuaded myself that I could

be of service to Mr. Edgerton--such service as would, perhaps,

leave my obligation a light one--and promptly acceded to his offer.

He had scarcely departed when a servant brought a note from Mr.

Clifford. Even while meditating what he fancied was a favor, he

could not forbear the usual sneer. The following was his communication: "DEAR EDWARD: If you can spare a moment from your numerous clients,

and are not in a great hurry to make your deposites, you will

suffer me to see you at the office before two o'clock. Yours

affectionately, J. B. CLIFFORD."

"Very affectionately!"! exclaimed. It might be nothing more than

a pleasantry which he intended by the offensive passages in his

note; but the whole tenor of his character and conduct forbade this

conviction.

"No! no!" I muttered to myself, as the doubt suggested itself to

my mind; "no! no! it is the old insolence--the insolence of pride,

of conscious wealth--of power, as he thinks, to crush! But he is

mistaken. He shall find defiance. Let him but repeat those sarcasms

and that sneer which are but too frequent on his lips when he speaks

to me, and I will answer him, for the first time, by a narration

which shall sting him to the very soul, if he has one!"

This resolution was scarcely made when the image of Julia Clifford--the

sweet child--a child now no longer-the sweet woman--interposed,

and my temper was subdued of its resolve, though its bitterness

remained unqualified.