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'Two years ago I came to Marseilles. I admit that I was poor; I had been

ill. When your lawyers, your politicians, your intriguers, your men of

the Exchange fall ill, and have not scraped money together, they become

poor. I put up at the Cross of Gold,--kept then by Monsieur Henri

Barronneau--sixty-five at least, and in a failing state of health. I had

lived in the house some four months when Monsieur Henri Barronneau had

the misfortune to die;--at any rate, not a rare misfortune, that. It

happens without any aid of mine, pretty often.'

John Baptist having smoked his cigarette down to his fingers' ends,

Monsieur Rigaud had the magnanimity to throw him another. He lighted the

second at the ashes of the first, and smoked on, looking sideways at his

companion, who, preoccupied with his own case, hardly looked at him.

'Monsieur Barronneau left a widow. She was two-and-twenty. She had

gained a reputation for beauty, and (which is often another thing) was

beautiful. I continued to live at the Cross of Gold. I married Madame

Barronneau. It is not for me to say whether there was any great

disparity in such a match. Here I stand, with the contamination of a

jail upon me; but it is possible that you may think me better suited to

her than her former husband was.'

He had a certain air of being a handsome man--which he was not; and

a certain air of being a well-bred man--which he was not. It was mere

swagger and challenge; but in this particular, as in many others,

blustering assertion goes for proof, half over the world.

'Be it as it may, Madame Barronneau approved of me. That is not to

prejudice me, I hope?' His eye happening to light upon John Baptist with this inquiry, that

little man briskly shook his head in the negative, and repeated in an

argumentative tone under his breath, altro, altro, altro, altro--an

infinite number of times.

'Now came the difficulties of our position. I am proud. I say nothing

in defence of pride, but I am proud. It is also my character to govern.

I can't submit; I must govern. Unfortunately, the property of Madame

Rigaud was settled upon herself. Such was the insane act of her late

husband. More unfortunately still, she had relations. When a wife's

relations interpose against a husband who is a gentleman, who is proud,

and who must govern, the consequences are inimical to peace. There

was yet another source of difference between us. Madame Rigaud was

unfortunately a little vulgar.

I sought to improve her manners and

ameliorate her general tone; she (supported in this likewise by her

relations) resented my endeavours. Quarrels began to arise between us;

and, propagated and exaggerated by the slanders of the relations of

Madame Rigaud, to become notorious to the neighbours. It has been said

that I treated Madame Rigaud with cruelty. I may have been seen to slap

her face--nothing more. I have a light hand; and if I have been seen

apparently to correct Madame Rigaud in that manner, I have done it

almost playfully.'