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If the playfulness of Monsieur Rigaud were at all expressed by his smile

at this point, the relations of Madame Rigaud might have said that

they would have much preferred his correcting that unfortunate woman

seriously. 'I am sensitive and brave. I do not advance it as a merit to be

sensitive and brave, but it is my character. If the male relations of

Madame Rigaud had put themselves forward openly, I should have known how

to deal with them.

They knew that, and their machinations were conducted

in secret; consequently, Madame Rigaud and I were brought into frequent

and unfortunate collision. Even when I wanted any little sum of money

for my personal expenses, I could not obtain it without collision--and

I, too, a man whose character it is to govern! One night, Madame Rigaud

and myself were walking amicably--I may say like lovers--on a height

overhanging the sea.

An evil star occasioned Madame Rigaud to advert to

her relations; I reasoned with her on that subject, and remonstrated on

the want of duty and devotion manifested in her allowing herself to be

influenced by their jealous animosity towards her husband. Madame Rigaud

retorted; I retorted; Madame Rigaud grew warm; I grew warm, and provoked

her. I admit it. Frankness is a part of my character. At length, Madame

Rigaud, in an access of fury that I must ever deplore, threw herself

upon me with screams of passion (no doubt those that were overheard

at some distance), tore my clothes, tore my hair, lacerated my hands,

trampled and trod the dust, and finally leaped over, dashing herself to

death upon the rocks below. Such is the train of incidents which

malice has perverted into my endeavouring to force from Madame Rigaud

a relinquishment of her rights; and, on her persistence in a refusal to

make the concession I required, struggling with her--assassinating her!'

He stepped aside to the ledge where the vine leaves yet lay strewn

about, collected two or three, and stood wiping his hands upon them,

with his back to the light.

'Well,' he demanded after a silence, 'have you nothing to say to all

that?' 'It's ugly,' returned the little man, who had risen, and was brightening

his knife upon his shoe, as he leaned an arm against the wall. 'What do you mean?' John Baptist polished his knife in silence. 'Do you mean that I have not represented the case correctly?' 'Al-tro!' returned John Baptist. The word was an apology now, and stood

for 'Oh, by no means!' 'What then?'

'Presidents and tribunals are so prejudiced.'