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"Is that all," murmured Fleur, "from a bad parent?" And she rubbed her

cheek against his.

Soames shook his head so far as that was possible.

"Why do you keep me on tenterhooks like this, putting me off and off?"

"Darling, it was very harmless."

"Harmless! Much you know what's harmless and what isn't."

Fleur dropped her arms.

"Well, then, dear, suppose you tell me; and be quite frank about it."

And she went over to the window-seat.

Her father had turned from his picture, and was staring at his feet. He

looked very grey. 'He has nice small feet,' she thought, catching his

eye, at once averted from her.

"You're my only comfort," said Soames suddenly, "and you go on like

this."

Fleur's heart began to beat.

"Like what, dear?"

Again Soames gave her a look which, but for the affection in it, might

have been called furtive.

"You know what I told you," he said. "I don't choose to have anything to

do with that branch of our family."

"Yes, ducky, but I don't know why I shouldn't."

Soames turned on his heel.

"I'm not going into the reasons," he said; "you ought to trust me,

Fleur!"

The way he spoke those words affected Fleur, but she thought of Jon, and

was silent, tapping her foot against the wainscot. Unconsciously she had

assumed a modern attitude, with one leg twisted in and out of the other,

with her chin on one bent wrist, her other arm across her chest, and

its hand hugging her elbow; there was not a line of her that was not

involuted, and yet--in spite of all--she retained a certain grace.

"You knew my wishes," Soames went on, "and yet you stayed on there four

days. And I suppose that boy came with you to-day."

Fleur kept her eyes on him.

"I don't ask you anything," said Soames; "I make no inquisition where

you're concerned."

Fleur suddenly stood up, leaning out at the window with her chin on her

hands. The sun had sunk behind trees, the pigeons were perched, quite

still, on the edge of the dove-cot; the click of the billiard-balls

mounted, and a faint radiance shone out below where Jack Cardigan had

turned the light up.

"Will it make you any happier," she said suddenly, "if I promise you not

to see him for say--the next six weeks?" She was not prepared for a sort

of tremble in the blankness of his voice.

"Six weeks? Six years--sixty years more like. Don't delude yourself,

Fleur; don't delude yourself!"

Fleur turned in alarm.

"Father, what is it?"

Soames came close enough to see her face.