The Forsyte Saga - Volume 3 - Page 87/204

"Don't tell me," he said, "that you're foolish enough to have any

feeling beyond caprice. That would be too much!" And he laughed.

Fleur, who had never heard him laugh like that, thought: 'Then it is

deep! Oh! what is it?' And putting her hand through his arm she said

lightly:

"No, of course; caprice. Only, I like my caprices and I don't like

yours, dear."

"Mine!" said Soames bitterly, and turned away.

The light outside had chilled, and threw a chalky whiteness on the

river. The trees had lost all gaiety of colour. She felt a sudden hunger

for Jon's face, for his hands, and the feel of his lips again on hers.

And pressing her arms tight across her breast she forced out a little

light laugh.

"O la! la! What a small fuss! as Profond would say. Father, I don't like

that man."

She saw him stop, and take something out of his breast pocket.

"You don't?" he said. "Why?"

"Nothing," murmured Fleur; "just caprice!"

"No," said Soames; "not caprice!" And he tore what was in his hands

across. "You're right. I don't like him either!"

"Look!" said Fleur softly. "There he goes! I hate his shoes; they don't

make any noise."

Down in the failing light Prosper Profond moved, his hands in his side

pockets, whistling softly in his beard; he stopped, and glanced up at

the sky, as if saying: "I don't think much of that small moon."

Fleur drew back. "Isn't he a great cat?" she whispered; and the sharp

click of the billiard-balls rose, as if Jack Cardigan had capped the

cat, the moon, caprice, and tragedy with: "In off the red!"

Monsieur Profond had resumed his stroll, to a teasing little tune in his

beard. What was it? Oh! yes, from "Rigoletto": "Donna a mobile." Just

what he would think! She squeezed her father's arm.

"Prowling!" she muttered, as he turned the corner of the house. It was

past that disillusioned moment which divides the day and night-still and

lingering and warm, with hawthorn scent and lilac scent clinging on the

riverside air. A blackbird suddenly burst out. Jon would be in London

by now; in the Park perhaps, crossing the Serpentine, thinking of her!

A little sound beside her made her turn her eyes; her father was again

tearing the paper in his hands. Fleur saw it was a cheque.

"I shan't sell him my Gauguin," he said. "I don't know what your aunt

and Imogen see in him."

"Or Mother."

"Your mother!" said Soames.

'Poor Father!' she thought. 'He never looks happy--not really happy. I

don't want to make him worse, but of course I shall have to, when Jon

comes back. Oh! well, sufficient unto the night!'