"Jane where are you?" Sammy yells. I jump and pull away to look behind us but thankfully she isn't there. I turn back to the waiter but he is already walking away. Part of me wants to go after him but the other part is glad he is leaving. This is to much I'm not ready for all of this. I'm not ready for all these emotions. I run my fingers down my lips I can still feel his lips on them. I don't know what the hell came over me but this can't happen again.