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"Oh, Robert! how do you do? I remember you very well: you used to

give me a ride sometimes on Miss Georgiana's bay pony. And how is

Bessie? You are married to Bessie?"

"Yes, Miss: my wife is very hearty, thank you; she brought me

another little one about two months since--we have three now--and

both mother and child are thriving."

"And are the family well at the house, Robert?"

"I am sorry I can't give you better news of them, Miss: they are

very badly at present--in great trouble."

"I hope no one is dead," I said, glancing at his black dress. He

too looked down at the crape round his hat and replied "Mr. John died yesterday was a week, at his chambers in London."

"Mr. John?"

"Yes."

"And how does his mother bear it?"

"Why, you see, Miss Eyre, it is not a common mishap: his life has

been very wild: these last three years he gave himself up to

strange ways, and his death was shocking."

"I heard from Bessie he was not doing well."

"Doing well! He could not do worse: he ruined his health and his

estate amongst the worst men and the worst women. He got into debt

and into jail: his mother helped him out twice, but as soon as he

was free he returned to his old companions and habits. His head was

not strong: the knaves he lived amongst fooled him beyond anything

I ever heard. He came down to Gateshead about three weeks ago and

wanted missis to give up all to him. Missis refused: her means

have long been much reduced by his extravagance; so he went back

again, and the next news was that he was dead. How he died, God

knows!--they say he killed himself."

I was silent: the things were frightful. Robert Leaven resumed "Missis had been out of health herself for some time: she had got

very stout, but was not strong with it; and the loss of money and

fear of poverty were quite breaking her down. The information about

Mr. John's death and the manner of it came too suddenly: it brought

on a stroke. She was three days without speaking; but last Tuesday

she seemed rather better: she appeared as if she wanted to say

something, and kept making signs to my wife and mumbling. It was

only yesterday morning, however, that Bessie understood she was

pronouncing your name; and at last she made out the words, 'Bring

Jane--fetch Jane Eyre: I want to speak to her.' Bessie is not sure

whether she is in her right mind, or means anything by the words;

but she told Miss Reed and Miss Georgiana, and advised them to send

for you. The young ladies put it off at first; but their mother

grew so restless, and said, 'Jane, Jane,' so many times, that at

last they consented. I left Gateshead yesterday: and if you can

get ready, Miss, I should like to take you back with me early to-

morrow morning."