“No, my lord,” Jezebel said. “We don’t.”
“Not your lord anymore.” Curran smiled at her.
“How did it go at the Guild?” I asked.
“It went fine. Had some minor annoying things to take care of. Anyway, Ascanio said you went to see the witches.”
My whole body tried to squeeze itself into a fist. “Later.”
Curran studied me. “Okay. Later.”
“Andrea’s been taking panacea,” I said.
“Yes.”
“She will be fine.”
He nodded. “Yes.”
“Her baby won’t go loup.” I was talking to myself now.
“It will be okay, baby.”
The double doors clanged open. The renders and I jumped to our feet. Curran wrapped his arms around me, pinning my back to his chest. Nasrin appeared in the doorway, her face tired.
I forgot how to breathe.
“Come on.” Nasrin stepped aside, letting us through.
We followed her through the doors. My heart was beating too fast. Andrea half lay, half sat on the bed, propped up on pillows, her blond hair damp, looking like she’d sprinted all the way to Florida and back. Raphael stood next to her with his back to us. Doolittle slumped in his wheelchair, exhausted. The rest of the people must’ve left through the side door.
Where was the baby?
Raphael turned. A small bundle of blankets rested in his arms. He moved one of the folds aside, revealing a tiny red squished face and a shock of dark hair.
“Beatrice Kate Medrano,” he said. “Named after her grandmother and you.”
“Me?”
“You. If it weren’t for you, we wouldn’t have met,” he said.
Andrea opened her eyes and smiled. “We’re going to call her Baby B.”
“No trace of loupism,” Nasrin said behind us.
“Here.” Raphael handed me the baby.
Aaa!
“It’s okay.” Andrea chuckled. “She isn’t made of glass.”
I very carefully took the baby. She was so tiny. So light. Her little hands were curled into fists. There was nothing and now there was a life. A little tiny helpless life.
I stood perfectly still and watched her breathe. She was full of light. It seemed to stream from her little plump cheeks and her dark eyelashes, suffusing her whole body. Her fingers were so tiny.
“Someone take my baby before Kate faints,” Andrea said.
I realized I’d been holding my breath.
Curran gently took her out of my hands, held her for a long moment, and passed her to Raphael. Raphael sat on the bed next to Andrea and murmured something I couldn’t quite catch. Andrea’s eyes shone. Such a happy, content light. She looked completely at peace.
In four weeks Atlanta would burn.
Curran’s hand rested on my shoulder.
Atlanta would burn, and Baby B’s world would change. She wouldn’t know it, because she was a tiny baby. But my father would reach out and strangle her future.
I didn’t want her to die before she had a chance to grow up. I didn’t want her to be enslaved. I didn’t want her to go to sleep in our world and wake up in my father’s and then grow up thinking that was the way things were supposed to be.
“Kate?” Curran said. “Baby?”
The magic seethed under my skin. “I need some air.”
I turned and walked away, down the hallway. My legs carried me outside, onto the top of a short stone tower. Sunshine hit me. I inhaled, breathing deeply, feeling my lungs expand.
I had to stop this from coming. I had to.
“Hey.” Curran blocked the daylight.
“Hey.”
“Looking grim, ass kicker. Rough day?”
“I’ve had worse.”
“Are you going to tell me what the witches said or do I have to ask our minister?”
He’d put two and two together.
“In about a month there will be a battle,” I said. “Atlanta will burn. If we marry, you die. Roland kills you. I watched it happen.”
I didn’t want to tell him about our son. Not yet. When we talked about the future, he always talked about children. His father died protecting him, and Curran would do the same for our son. I had to shield him from knowing our baby might not have a chance. It was enough I knew. Telling him about it changed nothing at this point, except to pile more weight on him.
He shrugged. “I don’t care. I’m not going to live my life according to someone else’s vision. Your father can’t dictate it. The witches can’t dictate it. The only question that matters is do you want to marry me?”
“Yes.”
“Then we get married. Fuck them.” He put his arm around me and squeezed me to him. “If I’m going to die, I’d rather die married to you. But more important, what makes you think I’ll roll over?”
“I didn’t say you would. I have no plans to roll over. I want to win, but I don’t know how.”
I looked past the Keep’s courtyard and the clear stretch of cut grass between the walls, to where the woods met the horizon. Somewhere out there my father was adding the tower to his castle. I had no doubt of it. The vision showed it complete. I would pull it down.
“We win the old-fashioned way,” he said. “We outthink him and we fight. We’ll do what we always do.”
It wouldn’t be enough, but if I said that, he’d tell me we wouldn’t find out until we tried. That’s what I would’ve said back to him.